Hooray friendship (cheered up)!

Saturday I hit another car, and have since been feeling ashamed and inadequate.

Gino suggested that going to Linnea’s graduation party (Sunday) would cheer me up; I had previously decided not to so as to deprive myself of fun.  I tend to punish myself; it’s the easiest way for me to feel just.  But then my mom and dad suggested I go, too, so I went to Linnea’s around 5:15.

I am so glad I went; the company was very therapeutic.  It was basically a couple hours of reminiscing on twelve years of my life.  I felt very happy afterwards.  Even if I did feel like a terrible person – the things I taught my friends in our prepubescent years shows how unfit I am to be around children.  Twelve year olds are not supposed to know things I knew when I was twelve, and for some reason I was naïve enough to think sharing such knowledge with my peers was appropriate.

It’s a good thing everyone turned out okay.

This summer is going to be amazing.

I wrote out a list of goals, and I’m really excited about tackling them.  It’s really a shame that I have trouble facing each day, though.  Each morning, I remind myself of the things I have to look forward to.  Do you see where I’m getting at?  I really ought to be less stupid.