It’s been almost a month since I last posted. I feel obligated to say something.
Nothing, aside from finishing the semester, has happened. Finishing the semester involves a lot of stress, because of my course load, orchestra, Academic Decathlon, and college applications. I snapped several times. And I feel I’ve disappointed so many people along the way
Thankfully, it’s winter break now, but I don’t feel that much better. I’m still as busy as I was during school, except I don’t have those 8+ hours of class and rehearsals.
In any case, I feel that once I finish my economics course and my college applications, I’ll feel a lot better. So I better get to, huh? It hasn’t quite registered that I’m essentially finished with high school. I don’t want to accept it yet, because I am not happy with my performance. I passed all my classes this semester, but I’m positive a couple of them involved sympathy bumps. Ashamed, yes, but I’ll just leave it alone.
Happy Holidays, you stinking lot!